I’m having a rough day. The Husband and I are out of sync which sucks because we had such an awesome weekend. I’ve been having technical problems holding me back from accomplishing a few things. And the conference is really starting to ramp up with new (fun but stressful) things happening daily.
I can’t seem to catch up and things just. keep. getting. piled. on.
I don’t want to admit it but attempting to get anything done at home with this little guy is proving almost impossible anymore.
He’s lucky he’s so darn cute!
I kid but I find myself yet again torn between working and just hanging out with Little Bean. I feel so lucky and so grateful to be home with him but I’m not getting what I need to get done. Sometimes It takes me days if not weeks to get back to emails and frankly, I feel like I’m working around the clock. (side note: so is the husband, hence our disconnect. :(
I even missed my workout this morning. First time in months that has happened but I couldn’t wake up even though I went to bed early.
This month Bean will be starting day care twice a week and I’m again struggling with guilt.
Guilt that I’m shipping him off and I’ll be home.
Guilt that it costs so much.
Guilt that I just can’t manage it.
There it is.
I’m mad at my self for not being able to do it all.
In other news…
- My Homemade Chicken & Corn Soup recipe is up.
- I finally posted my last Baby Food Adventure from Toddler Times on GreenLiteBites.
- Yesterday I posted that fun kite video on Poop Butterflies
- Planning on coming to FitBloggin? We have a fun opportunity for spice nuts! Click here to check it out.