I’ve been feeling a but out of sorts. It’s a long story I don’t want to get into at this very moment but lets just say it’s affected my motivation, eating and overall mood.
I haven’t food journeyed in 3 days.
I did weigh in this week.
I’ve been trying on some of last years summer clothes and nothing fits.
I went a little nutty at dinner tonight.
See how it snow balls? Ugh. Ugh. Ugh.
So I sat downy to write a post tonight and I didn’t know how to start it or where I was going to take it.
Then I remembered I got the nicest email from Melissa who sent me a picture of her 13 month old daughter enjoying an Inside Out Turkey Burger with a big smile on her face.
It made me smile.
Then, as if on cue, I get this tweet from @boilerchick
Wrote about 4 bloggers who changed my life. I almost cried while writing it! http://ow.ly/5fi4m @RonisWeigh @bethsjourneytt @CarrotsNCake
She talked about a post I write from 2008 called A Major Relapse.
I re-read it and was reminded how far I’ve come and what is really important to me. I also read the other posts she listed and was re-inspired.
Sometimes, actually most of the time, I have no idea what I’m doing, why I’m doing it or if I should be doing it. I constantly doubt myself. Even though I try to project confidence, there are times my doubt takes over and consumes me.
So I just wanted to say thank you. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for being there for me. I appreciate it more than you will ever know.