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A Sweet Stuffed Sunday

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*bleh* *bleh* and *bleh*

I came, I saw, I ate and now, at 10:30 PM I’m SO happy to be home. The candy was abundant and, I’m not going to lie, MOST of it is in my overstuffed, nauseous belly as I type. I swear I ate more chocolate then humanly possible. Then again I’m human and I’m still here so I guess it really WAS possible. I feel like a beached whale, an over stuffed pig, oh wait… I forgot about this. I TOTALLY feel EXACTLY like this right now.

My weekend off was exactly that.. a weekend off. This is the first time I’ve been on the computer since Friday night. I didn’t count a point, I didn’t worry about calories, fat, carbs or sugar. I just hung out with the family and ate and ate and ate. I’m not sorry and I have no regrets. Well… that’s not totally true, I do feel pretty yucky right now so I know I went overboard but sometimes I think I need to feel this way to remember that I’m SO over this. How did I go so many years feeling this way all the time. No, no, no this is SO not fun. I look forward to my clean, chocolate free food choices tomorrow. I swear, I don’t think I’ll ever eat another chocolate covered peanut butter egg again. At least not until next Easter!!

I’m off to bed now. Attempting to start a new schedule tomorrow. I’ll fill you in later. I haven’t had time to update my training schedule yet. Just wanted to pop in, give an update and a wish you a Happy Sensational Sunday. My Sunday was Sensational for different reasons this weekend and even though I feel gross and overstuffed I’m STILL ready to the start the week on plan. You?




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    Michele

    April 12, 2009

    Blech, I am totally overstuffed too! We started eating at 4:00 today and I didn’t stop until just a little while ago. I ate so much, I feel so sick right now. I mean seriously, did I have to just eat another homemade chocolate covered marshmallow right before bed?! Just like you said, I don’t know how I used to eat like this and feel this way all the time. (I’ve lost 65 pounds too). Tomorrow is a new day!

    That picture is hysterical, lol!

    Emily

    April 12, 2009

    I feel EXACTLY the way you do. Overstuffed, like I’m going to explode any moment. To make matters worse, I haven’t worked out for a week because I have been getting overtime at work, and the last 3 days I’ve pretty much stuffed my face. So I feel extra gross right now. lol I am going to have to try to FORCE myself to get back on track with both diet and exercise. I know I’ll feel better mentally the instant I do, and eventually the physical part will catch up.

    anna

    April 12, 2009

    i too went a little overboard with the Easter foodfest, BUT i started the day with a weight watchers meeting and ended the day with the 30Day Shred workout…too bad everything in between those great choices doesn’t count. LOL

    Amanda

    April 12, 2009

    I am TOTALLY ready to start the week. On plan.

    I had one cadbury egg and thought about another one, before the baby(18months) decided to grace my hand, arm, leg and carpet with some hot chocolate of his own. And no, it wasn’t out the bottom.

    Its so awesome to have a relaxing weekend! Glad you enjoyed yours!

    Michelle in CA

    April 12, 2009

    I guess since we don’t have any local family Easter was very low-key for us. Did super simple baskets for the kids, hung out and then ran 11+ miles as part of my Half training. I will be so happy when my race is over. My knees are *not* liking these long runs at all. When the big one is over, I am back to the fun 5 or 10K and that’s it!!!! :-)

    Sabrina

    April 13, 2009

    I got to feeling like this after our late lunch. I had a few too many candied sweet potatoes and a few too many jelly beans!!! So I took a 4 mile brisk walk. It was a bit chilly and VERY windy but it was good to be out in the sun, good for my body and soul! We skipped our late meal (dinner, some call it supper) and instead opted for air popped popcorn and an apple.

    Great to be around family…very nice weekend and glad to hear yours was nice as well!!!

    KUrunner

    April 13, 2009

    I hear you, Ronnie! I ate and ate and ate this weekend until the point where I felt like I would throw up. It’s hard to imagine that that feeling used to be normal for me. Eating crap all weekend made me feel sick, tired, and run down… and the 5 lb gain on the scale this morning sure didn’t help.

    Can’t wait til you post your new training schedule. My half is in less than 3 weeks and I have to say, I’ve been slacking.

    Cyndi

    April 13, 2009

    I hear you on the Blech feeling…I too way over-indulged yesterday and woke up at 2am with a very upset stomach! Took a few Titralac (my magic tummy pills ha ha) and thankfully they work fast!

    A little *mad* at myself for over-indulging but have put it behind me and back on track today! I too am training for a 1/2 marathon in May, and now is NOT the time for stupid food choices…I’ve already gained about 3-4 pounds from training as it is!

    Michele Dochat

    April 13, 2009

    As good as my home made mashed pototoes are, the only thing I over did it on were the dinner rolls. I had THREE!….only a little bit of chocolate, but they last evening we watched the third movie in the Bourne series and I nibbled and nibbled on peanuts!

    I am back on track today tho, and have put the leftovers in the freezer for another day. Having such a tough time lately with snacking at night, so maybe I just need to find something to do in the evenings!

    lorraine

    April 13, 2009

    Thats why I love you Roni..you can go crazy and get back on track and its no big deal. I’m on track today eating low points to get back to where I want to be. I’m alot happier in my personal life and been indulging more than I should. Today I’m in losing mode..my pants are getting tight. Like you I’m at goal nealy 2 years and I go off the rails but get back on quick.

    Nina

    April 14, 2009

    Hi Roni,

    I’ve felt like this for two weekends in a row! The weekend before Easter was my dad’s birthday…turkey dinner, cake, candy, banana pudding, blah, blah, blah, blah. You name it, I ate it. Then Easter comes along and much of the same…not really the sweets…more like heavy barbque all weekend long.

    I wish I could say I had no regrets. I, too, feel like an overstuffed whale. I just know that I totally bombed this week’s weigh-in. Even though I hate to see what the numbers will be, I NEED to see so that it snaps me out of this horrible FUNK I’ve found myself in.

    deanna

    April 14, 2009

    I agree 100% couldn’t of said it better myself!