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Weekly questionThat’s right, I said it, FAT! Oh boy do I feel fat right now. Three days of over indulgence in Atlantic City will do that to you. I wouldn’t say I ‘ate’ my way through vacation but I sure did increase my carb and fat intake with the fancy meals, decadent desserts and wine, oh the WINE! I did chose grilled veggie sandwiches over burgers and I split those desserts with the husband but man was I stuffed two nights in a row.

By day three I could feel myself getting fatter. My logical brains says “there’s no way you can gain 10 pounds in one day. I mean come one, you ARE wearing the same clothes.” However, the emotion side says, “Oh My GOD! I’ve gained 10 pounds. What did I do? Why oh Why did I eat that?!? What can I eat now, I’ve already ‘ruined’ the day.”

So as I sit here, I can’t lie, I feel fat. I know I’m not fat. I also know that these are the feelings that started my weight and body image problems in the first place. I need to accept what I ate. Recognize that I made some choices in the moment that were fun and tasted good but may have not been the healthiest and THAT’S OK. That’s LIFE. However, if I want to take back my confidence and feel good about myself then my diet has to return to it’s now normal state and NOW!

Yes, I’m talking myself through this right now. Yes, I still struggle with these feelings and I’m going to make the assumption that I’m not alone.

Sooo, I ask…

Do you ever just feel fat? In what situations? and how do you pull yourself out of the “feeling fat” funk?


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51 Responses to Do you ever just feel FAT?

  1. Laura says:

    Hi Roni – I had to read this post again. I am going through a bad phase – not because I am not on plan, but because I recently found out I have a thyroid problem, levels are high so it is not workng hard enough. I have been on meds for 3 weeks and I must say I feel fat every day. I can only say that I know I am doing what is right, I walk atleast 4 days a week sometimes more, and I am following my plan. (I do Jenny Craig with some meals on my own.) The other thing is that in April I changed to a new form of birth control, after being on the Pill for like 13 years (minus the time I was pregnant) I decided to get an IUD. (sorry if that was too much information – lol) I have put on like 8 lbs this year after I lost 45 last year, and it is so disheartening to me that I am feeling as though I have failed yet again at weight loss. I know I should not feel like this, I walked 7 miles for the first time in my life last week, and that was HUGE to me, I know I am doing well. I just have to give my system time to adjust to new Birth control and now having a thyroid problem.

    I just wanted to say thank you. I religiously follow your posts and you are a huge inspiration. Thanks for all that you do!

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